Went to a crazy birthday party -_-;;;
Eh... girls are... eh...
and the boys are... animals... WHATEVER

ANYWAY.
OMFG
JOKWON AND GA-IN?! WTF?

And today I was watching him on some show and... god...
Even when he sings.............
Is he trying to tell everyone something???

=_= HOW MUCH DO YOU GUYS WANT TO BET THAT JAEBUM WAS GOING TO BE GAIN'S PRETEND HUSBAND? 
Or maybe one of the other 2PM boys.
But because of the event, they had to go into seclusion. ~_~;;;
UGH... WHY???
I really don't know........

Ga-in's going to be like... effin 'mosexual... get outta my face >>;
LOL No she won't. She's cute. But she'll be thinking it.
YOU KNOW SHE WILL BE THINKING IT.
=_=;; BRAIN SHOT. SRSLY.
I'm just... =_=;;; UGH. I can't function for the rest of the day.

I'm gonna... go shower or something -_-

Just got back from a party offcampus -_-

Ugh seriously wtf was that??

There were no drinks and I saw people I didn't want to see. =_=
UGH. UGH . UGH. I'm so mad.
 

And even the people I went with... UGH
NO EFFING WAY. EVER AGAIN.

Now I'm just going to sit here and eat my Charleston Chew. Cause OMFG WTF =_=
I need to get the taste of bad beer out of my mouth.

Can't wait till next Wednesday~
Amy's birthday! ^^ We'll have a proper party them.

But for right now ._. DARK CHOCOLATE POCKY.
MEN'S >> WTF RETARDED SHIT.
Everyone knows only women eat DARK CHOCOLATE.
 

What have I gotten myself into lately...

I'm going back to school next week tomorrow.
Oh jezuz....

I spent all summer going to school and now I'm going back. I have had no ME time.
But then I realized that when I have Me time... I'm kind of really bored. -_-
There's nothing in this new house yet so.... I'm just... sitting in front of the TV, eating...
LIKE A FATASS. But HEY I'm actually supposed to be pulling weeds out of the front yard cause my dad said he'll get me a new phone if I finish -_- But what am I doing?

Watching 2pm WILD BUNNY (OMFG LOLZ)
and reflecting my day in this overly bright room because this house has TOO MANY WINDOWS and it's FRIGGEN HOT.
I don't even know.

-Fandom :S-

I love Taek even though he has crazy expressions and is a fashion terrorist -_-
And Woodongyoung~~~ Ssanti loll Whatever. He's got a nice butt and lips :D
Junho T___T Please don't speak English. You sound just like Rain. It actually scares me. 
The incriminating clip: "Hello. My name is 2PM...!!!" (JUST WATCH FOR THE LOLZ)
Junsu. ^^ Fellow Daegu person~ <3 I love you even though you're a chatterbox ㅡㅡ;
Jaebum >> ABS ABS ABS ABS ABS ABS ABS :D
Khun ~__~ I heard he looks like a God in human form. LOL I don't know about that but KHUNNNNN <3
Chansung ._. I liked you better in Highkick but magnae... @_@;; Stop licking people.
I think 2pm has a biting problem -_- BITE ME. LOL.


Watching Shinee M/Vs is like.... an acid trip of arms and feet flailing around.
PLEASE STOP WEARING SKINNY JEANS.
I swear... I don't know what people find sexy about that....
MEN WEARING SKINNY JEANS ISN'T SEXY.
But I have to admit... they are handsome. ._.
Whether that's because they got it fixed or not...
>>;; noona power LOL *DIES*

What's with all the girl groups coming out lately???
Yes I've fallen for the "Tell me your wish" by SNSD and 4 Minute's "HOT ISSUE" T-T OH GOD. I am such a drone.
It's Hyuna I swear. I've got like a unni crush on her or something... Like with Park Hanbyul T-T She dated Se7en for 7 years (LOL) and omg her shoulder ._. SO SEXY! =_= There's something wrong with me. LOL. I just want to spam my page with the 400+ pictures I have saved of her but yeah... NO. I had to make a new Suju photobucket because I maxed out my old one -_-; UGH. LOL I already used up 336 MB XD And my old account has 882MB >>;; snap..;;; I need to move like 382MB more... LOL >>;;;;;

Okay enough rambling...
Need to pull weeds....
I want a new phone *_* Mwhahahahaha

FACEBOOK APPLICATIONS ARE RUINING MY LIFE

Barely alive.;;

SCHOOL SUCKS.
Last semester DRAINED me. T___T SERIOUSLY.
ALL 300 classes and 1 400 level class.
I... seriously.... wanted to cry sometimes.

I feel like such a failure. -____- and seriously by finals I was like EFF ALL OF THIS.

Of course I didn't.... I didn't sleep for... 3 days straight... Maybe about 2 hours each night?

Actually the last day I didn't sleep at ALL.
I passed out while writing my essay in class -_-;
The teacher came back and I SWEAR he was looking at me with my passed out self. Seriously, my head was on the desk, eyes closed, cap over my head. -_________- I must have looked like I was cheating. But he probably saw me and just shook his head like "-_- stupid student" and then went back to the front. LOL.

Well I got a B in his class so.......... YAY!! I SURVIVED THAT HELL OF A CLASS~!!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU PROFESSOR KIM!! I know you think me and Trac are stupid but XDDDDDD <3!

Now to worry about.... the rest of my classes -_-;;; Needing 3 grades.
If in one of them I do good, I'll do good in the other class. The last class... I did pretty well until the final which I handed in late and... kind of makeshift SUCKY. So...;; I don't know. -_- I imagine... HONESTLY....

AAS 391.1: A - C (-_-;)
AAS 391.6: A - C (same)
AAS 392 : B-B+?

~___________________________~ FAILURE

_________________________

So... in... fandom world....
I HONESTLY DO NOT KNOW WTF IS GOING ON.

I'm too busy with IRL crap to be dealing with that. Seriously. All I care about though is 2PM. >_>;;
I EFFING LOVE Again and Again and now... 2NE1's Fire. (I BLAME YOU SOHEE UNNI! >_<!)
As if Lollipop wasn't bad enough >_>;;

I officially... want... Taekyeon, Khun, Jaebum, Junsu (in that order) ... actually... I love all of them!!!! KYA *fangirlscream*
-___-; LET ME HAVE MY BURST OF FANGIRL MOMENT. I've been deprived for SO long.

-

I love... Trax Jay ._. Seriously... LOVE HIM. <3
I'm rediscovering my love for Shinhwa -.- My first official fandom LOL.
Kim Heechul is such a b**** <333 (or at least... mine is XD)
Hanbyul why are you so sexy? T___T I want your body!!!! I still like you even though you're dating Se7en.
Teuk why're you such a pushover -_- grow a backbone.

-

Other news, Starbucks at school sucks~
Why is it still so hot and musky in there -_- damn.
I'm really... just sick of school... one more year left psh...

I gotta take summer classes at SB Manhattan >_>
I realized I didn't have any classes in Javits this semester O_o woh. LOL AWESOME <3
I need to raise my GPA. I'm stupid. -_-;

=_= okay I need to stop being random. okay.

BTW I got the 2PM CD WOO~ XD SEXINESS~ <3

I'm officially hooked -_- I've passed the point of no return.

I love Kyoto. mMm I do :D
 

Yes...
So... guess what kept me up ALL night last night?



THIS... IS... JUST...
NO WORDS COME OUT OF MY MOUTH...

HEENIM T-T JUST FREAKING BE A K-ROCKER!!!
Jungmo-nim... Don't cry too much because of it huh?

LOLLLLL

Okay. Here we go.
Another update.
I sound so depressed these days. -_- wth is wrong with me?

Sorry.

I've been bummed out lately because of school but everything is okay now!
I suppose;;

I want to sub something but there is nothing to sub.

I don't want to sub Heechul + Hongki daddy because the episodes I saw are all slow and boring -_-;
NO WONDER NOONE ELSE WANTS TO DO IT.


I mean I should since I'm not doing anything lately anyway... but...
Ugh... That show bores me to NO end.

One or two funny jokes but that's it.
The pilot is 300x better. >_<
ugh...; sorry. but... yeah..

Anyway...
My fics are all sad. I should try making a happy fic forreal.
But what does it matter >_>; Nobody reads it anyway...
My writing does kind of suck doesn't it?
Eh... Yeah.

This is turning out to be another sucky post.
I'll conclude it here and edit it as time passes. >_>;

My birthday is tomorrow...

I should be excited. I think I am.
Ah I feel like such a little kid.

I'm being picky and everyone knows that so I actually know all the presents that everyone is getting me cause they're like "I don't want to get you anything, you might not like."
I'm just like "... -_- But now the surprise is ruined."
And they're like "... Sorry?" or my other friend "You're too damn picky that's why!"

My friend said she got me Harajuku something on the phone and I'm like
*in the middle of work, running around changing paper, then going back on the comp. to finish the Mac Basics quiz* "What? Huh? Yeah Sure?"
And later I was like "She bought me a bag?" >_>; "Ah well I can live with that."
Then on the way back to the dorm, *past 12 and rainy and freezing* "Does Harajuku make bags? -_- Yeah... But wait they wouldn't buy me a bag... ~_~;"

So I knock on her door. "You got me perfume???"
And she's like "Yeah."
I'm like O.o "Heh." The exact reaction on my face. And she's like "Why?!"
I'm like "I don't know if I'll like it. -_-;"
AND THEN SHE KILLED ME.

No haha just kidding.
I had to make her group project video for her. -.-
I learned new skills. (thanks you coolsmurf) HAHA.


I told my cousin "I want a camcorder" and now she's trying to find one.
One she thinks is "perfect" because I wouldn't like it otherwise.
I'm like "........GREAT!"


._______.

Maybe I am a selfish ho after all...;


______________________

I've been writing sad/insanity fics. -_-
I think I should just go back to the crazy fics. Heh.
______________________

WHY AM I NOT IN ASIA WATCHING SUJU BE GHEY AND STRIPPING? T-T
Please come to NY, Madison Square Garden.
So that I may partake in the eye candy that is you.
______________________


I was nagging to my old roommate and I think she got a little pissed. :X
Ah... well... it's all out of love...;

And that's when I die (forreal). >_>;

I've been on hiatus for way too long.
I just don't want to do anything anymore.
Translating... School... Work...
Don't want to do anything.
I'm ready to just give up...

I sound so depressing. -__-
Agh. Tonight is just one of those cold nights...
When you just feel especially lonely.

I only have the warmth of my electric blanket...
Ah. I'm so sad.

_________________________


너무 힘들어...
너무나...
나 어떡해? 이대로 살고싶지 안아.
누구나 좀 구해줘라. 제발...

못살 만큼 아파.
아파서 죽을거같에...
살려줘...

_________________________

Birthday is in a few days...
Hope I feel better by then.

아니면... 나 어쩌지?

OH...

Kay...

No...
More...
Of...
This...

OMG so...
I have not done anything.
School is kicking my ass (per usual)

Forget my last angry rant post.
Miscommunications... happens all the time.
-_- bitches need to fight in order to stay normal, right?


messing around with my new iriver~ (It's the newest edition)
guess who is my background.
you'll never guess... well maybe.
oh well... it's pretty and light and amazing.

my dad was like "this is your birthday present."
I'm like -_-; "really;; but my birthday is next month"
dad: "it's early."
me: XD "SO COOL! Thanks daddy~!!!"
dad: "..."
me: "dad, I want a camcorder."
dad: "buy it with your own money."

-______- AH thanks how life goes. no?
Heh. I am just a greedy little thing after all...

ugh...
omg I am just so... mad.
WTF? NOT FREAKING COOL.
I am PISSED.
Who the hell do you think you are?
You want to mess with me?
FINE. DO IT.

I DON'T CARE.
I'm crazy and all I have is brute strength.
YEAH IT'S TRUE.
What?!

OMFG
I just want to scream SO BAD.
I need to go out for a walk or something.
OMG!!!

So as if I don't already have so much to do, I decided for some reason I was bored and has nothing to do so I opened up a news blog.
>_>; Yeah... I know what am I thinking?

But... I mean... all the news that other people don't do that I think are important, I'll do. http://gomdoriii.wordpress.com/
Look if you want, I'll post at least once every day.

other news...
linguistics is kicking my ass. -__-
wtf? i don't know how to make trees. this is like the gheyest crap ever. OMFG.
I'm going to fail if I don't do like every homework and get 100s on every quiz and test now -__-
OMFG. AHHH SOMEONE HELP MEEEEEEEEEE.

Syntax is officially death...

I feel accomplished!!
I finally finished the Heechul + Hongki Daddy thing last night...
I stayed up until 7 in the morning to do it...
But it's all up now for the mass medias viewing pleasure. -_-

And now... I'm cracking sunflower seeds bored...
There is nothing to do...
(Actually I have homework... but not in the mood for that...)

Me and Tomo made microwaveable corn and peas >_>
Mixed it together. There's breakfast and lunch.
There were 2 fire alarms this morning.
That woke many people up and you can hear people screaming, cursing...
That is if you didn't go deaf from the fire alarms. (There was one yesterday too and it was raining!)

Oh I don't know.
Someone give me something to do. =_=

It seems as if I can't trust anything on youtube anymore.

SBS has been gone.
And now MBC and KBS are steadily making their moves into the whole wipeout of Korean related things... So...
I've moved accounts...
Well more like I already made an account just never announced to the world of it's existence...

Oh I also made a wordpress. >_>;;
Following coolsmurf and muishie's example...
-___- Posting on here is like... AGH.
Not everyone knows how to use livejournal and stuff you know...;

So my wordpress link is http://gomdorii.wordpress.com

And now I can upload the SBS things that I wanted to upload. YAY~!!!
Like the Heechul - Daddy for a Weekend thing. XD!!!!!

I'm posting a lot of useless stuff;;;
Sorry;;;
Short CFs that even if you don't have sub you get the gist of it;;;
Hum... I should sub something long.

But what if it gets deleted?

And -__- I've been talking to a few other subbers and our inspiration for subbing has gone down... a lot. As you probably noticed, a lot of people are only posting m/vs.

But that is probably the safest bet right?
I'm assuming;;

I would post that I take requests but I'm afraid I might be flooded and so NO not doing that;
If I'm really bored...
Maybe I'll get to doing Banolim (Sharp) 2 or maybe Rainbow Romance?

We'll see though... and yes I am open to suggestions.

I'm kind of down lately;;

Maybe because I'm leaving Korea soon?
Maybe because I didn't visit all the people I was suppose to visit?
Maybe because my mom is going to KILL ME when I get back to the states???

... sigh ...
I don't know...;

My best friend is reading comics on the bed and her older sister is playing with my DS on the sofa. >_>; I stole the computer. HA.

I still need to get last minute gifts...

(P.S. I love this melody...)
.
..
...
....
.....

*death*

So...
I love it here.
And I don't want to go back.
I hate America. X(

I'm sorry...
I'm just... being a little crazed...
Because I never knew it was SO easy to meet a star.

OMFG
Yes... I saw Wonder Girls and Alex and Wheesung and they were all amazing and cool. (And wtf Yoobin + Sunye ghey?! >_>; I was like wtf;;; ) Then 2 days after... me and my friend met Crown J and took pictures.
And *DEATH*
CROWN J CAN SPEAK ENGLISH!!!
I was like ... that ... is ... not ... him ...
But... gods. yeah. it was him. and me and my friend were just awed.
Her because she "secretly" likes Crown J and me because of the fact that I paid fricken 6 dollars for a slushie from a coffee shop and there he was...
Crown J himself. Oh and his car is NICE!!!

P.S.
PJ Party is the GAYEST thing I've ever heard in my life.
-________-; SERIOUSLY.
I was eating noodles at a resturant in Apgujeong and I choked when it came on TV. Dear... goodness... OMFG. They... need to cut it out.
I LOVE them to pieces but they really... just need to stop...;;

Oh and Kang needs to lose some weight seriously...
Go back to Yoriwang time T-T!!!! <3

my yt is gone...

...again....

......*sigh*.....

new beginning...?

I don't know about that yet =_=


- I heard coolsmurf got kicked too...
BOO.

Our angel is sad these days :(
I saw him yesterday and he wouldn't smile...
It was so sad T-T
I couldn't go today because of this damned paper (which is still not finished)
But I watched it and... UGH. I wish I was there to record him and monkey :(
They were so silly today.

Teuk messed up XD SO STUPID. LOLLL
I was like ~_~; wow... heh. But he had an adorable pink shirt and white cap on.
oh gods. I just really... ever since Lotte World...
I need to see them. Forreal;
This is driving me INSANE. Why the HECK am I here for studying?
I'm not transferring any of these credits anyway! T-T!!!!
I'm going tommorrow...
But... my uncle wants to meet up earlier so I don't really know what's going to happen :(
Hope he's happy and smiles tomorrow.

+

>_>; fancams... heh... I'm like AW. They sang that 98 degrees song (mouthed-whatever) with me and my friend were singing along to and *DEATH*
I swear. ISOWISHWEWENTODAYBECAUSETODAYWASTHEBESTDAYEVER. THEYDANCEDTOSOHOT!!!!!!!
WTFFFFFFFFF. =(

Okay I...m just... going to go and finish my Korean homework and write my paper. :(
:(!!!! Do you notice how upset I am?

Yes... I'm starting to become a little crazy. -__- you'd be too if they were like... 10 feet away from you.

omg forget it all.

I'm falling in love all over with Eeteuk.
Forget the surgery and the fact that he's like SO many more years older than me.

OH GODS. The more I see him the more I love him.
My old flame is coming back~~~

Ah what do I do?

He seems so happy these days :D
Maybe it's just me ~_~;;;

more later;; + fancam;;; heh.